THIS IS HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU BABY

Bab I tape a story about you to The Grief Blog and they put it on their web site to help other people like me with what I'm going through right now. its been hard on me and Dennis, Bernadette to. Sometimes I feel like giving up because the one that I loved is gone now but GOD is their to pick me up to carry me through the bad times and GOD will always be here to help me out. I wish you were here to see your dream come true with your ministries We are carry out your dream with the ministries the name is the RONALD KEITH CONNELL MEMORY Ministries in your Honor sweet heart we are going to do you poured and we set up the web page for the ministries. My heart is broken and I don't know how to fix this pain that I have in my heart it hurt Bab because I lost my soul met the one I was post to spend the rest of my life with. The love that I had for you runs deep in my heart that's why it hurts so bad. One day we will be together in heaven I wish it would be today I miss you so much I wish you were here with all of us. BE FREE MY LOVE FLY HIGH IN THE SKY WITH THE EAGLE'S.

BE FREE MY LOVE

Now you are free my love to fly high in the sky like an eagle. you are not sick no more no more pain. I know that you are all around me because I feel your spirit all around in here I know when you are around me when I 'm on the computer I get very cold at times and you true the radio on every day and I know you set the station on the radio. I wish you were here with me. I miss your kisses on my lips and I miss you holding me in your arms and telling me that its going to be OK. If I knew back than what I know now I would have made sure you would have went to the doctor to be check out and I feel that I didn't take good care of you because you got sick with lung cancer and died in January the thirteen of 2008 and now its to late now you are gone now. Now I have to try to go on with my life without in it. BE FREE RON! Just remember our love will never die we were soul metes to the end but your end came first in January you didn't make it to see me grow old and I want see you grow old. I LOVE YOU PLEASE STAY WITH ME! BE FREE RON TO FLY WITH THE EAGLE I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

THINKING ABOUT MY DEAR SWEET RON

I'm sitting here looking at your old driver license with your picture on it and missing you wishing you were here with us. My days are dark and blue without you here. I sit here listing to the radio on the Internet and I just start crying because you are not here for me to help me out and they play songs that remind me of me and you and I start crying. Some times I feel like whats the point of living because the one I loved is not here anymore to hold me to make it better. I want just one more day with you to be able to say I love you one more time but I can't do that because you past away in January. I feel so all alone now without you being here I know that Dennis is here and I know that Bernadette is here but it's not the same sweet heart you are not here. NOW YOU CAN BE FREE FROM PAIN NOW YOU CAN GO WERE YOU WANT TO GO. BE FREE MY LOVE WE ALL LOVE YOU.

GOOD TIMES WITH RON

We had so many go time together I wases ready to say goodbye to you on January-13 -2008 I wish I had one more day with you my love. The sixteen years we had together was not enough time to spend with you. We had so many good times together I didn't want it to end like it did with you in the hospital bed and not being able to do nothing but lay their in the bed till that day you left to go home to be with GOD. That day was a very sad day for all of us that's the we had to say goodbye to somebody we loved so dearly when we didn't want to say goodbye. That Sunday when you past away you look so peaceful that how I know you went home to be with GOD and you had a smile on your face you we've so peaceful looking laying their in the bed. Why did you leave me? Why didn't you take care of yourself I know you looking after everybody else and not yourself why you should have taking better care of yourself than you would not be in a box. NOW BE WITH THE ANGELS MY LOVE. LOVE ALWAYS GWEN.

IN MEMORY OF MY HUSBAND RON

I remember going to where I work and I told them that I was moving in with my boyfriend which was you the love of my life and my boss said no you are not and I said yes I'm that's when we went to the bus station to pick up BERNADETTE and we went to get the motel room till we move in to the Mobile home in the park their in Savannah,GA. My memories are long I will aways remember you my soul mate my love you were my ever thing to me my life is nothing now I don't have you now. One of my user names is little eagle I pick that name because of you now you can fly like a eagle and be free and I pick sky angel to because of you because you are free to fly high up in the sky. I know that GOD called you home but it still hurts to lose you the love of my life what am I post to do without you here to take care of me I'm so lost without you. If I could go back in time I would do it if I could to have one more day with you RON I would I will do anything for you that's how much I love you. I wish I had one more day with you so I can tell you that I love you one more time but it's to late now you past away that hurts me so much. BE FREE RON!

REMEMBERING RON

I remember all the fun times we had when were in Savannah Ga. I remember when we first met at GOODWILL INC. in the lunch room when this eighteen wanted to date you and you said you are to young for me and I said but I'm not to young for you and from that time on we've been together. Those were happy times then we moved to Huntsville, AL. we had happy times here too, you were so happy when you made your one year anniversary at ZAXBY'S before I had to make you stop working because of you being to sick to work and that broke my heart in half to tell you to stop working then shorty after that you went in the hospital then we found out that you had Lung Cancer you were in ICU till you past away on a Sunday the thirteen day of January 2008 at ten pm. I Love you so much when you died part of me died with you. BE FREE NOW.

THIS IS MY STORY ABOUT RON

My story started in Savannah GA. when I met Ron my future husband we met at work witch was at GOODWILL IN. we lived in SAVANNAH for a short time before we moved to HUNTSVILLE ALABAMA were we made it our permanent home were we were married. We were married in NOVEMBER the twenty 1992. We had been here for about seven year's when we went to the hospital back in 1998 that's when we found out that he was diagnose with cancer back then I could not believer it I could has lost my husband then but he bet the cancer. Here it is 2008 here we are again back at the hospital when we find out that he has Lung Cancer he was very sick he was in ICU on life support for Ten day's before he past away from Lung Cancer and now I'm alone without Ron and this is my story of losing my deal sweet husband Ron. BE FREE MY LOVE NO MORE PAIN FOR YOU NOW FLY HIGH IN THE SKY LIKE A EAGLE.